Reflections on My Father's Experience with Doctors During the Shoah (1939-1945)
Harold J. Bursztajn, M.D.
The Journal of Clinical Ethics, Winter 1996, Volume
7, Number 4, p. 311-14
Introduction
What follows are some thoughts, occasioned by a recent three-hour filmed
interview with my father, Abraham Bursztajn, conducted by Dr. Mark Weisstuch
on behalf of the Steven Spielberg Foundation. The foundation, created
by the film director Steven Spielberg after the making of the film Schindler's
List, is dedicated to chronicling the memories of Jewish survivors
of the Nazi attempt at systematic destruction of European Jewry during
World War II (1939-1945), the Shoah. Here I will focus on how two physicians,
working under the shadow of death with limited resources, were able to
comfort and even promote hope and healing.
My father's interview had some special urgency: an exhibition at Yad
Vashem, the Holocaust museum in Israel's Jerusalem on the Lodz, Poland
ghetto, was scheduled to end by September. My father is one of the few
surviving members of a lost chapter of that ghetto's history: the Jewish
resistance. He is now seventy-nine, having had a quadruple bypass one
and one-half years ago, three years after the death of my mother, Miriam
Briks Feigala Bursztajn, who was his comrade in the underground and then
his partner in life for forty-nine years.
1941
My father encountered the first physician in 1941. Soon after the German
invasion of Poland on September 1, 1939, my father Abraham, the youngest
and only unmarried sibling of seven Bursztajns, had been left in charge
of the family's lumber yards in Lodz, while most of the remainder of
the family had left for Warsaw. During World War I Warsaw was a relatively
safe haven, and my father, not having other family responsibilities,
volunteered for the dangerous job of overseeing the family's holdings
in what was considered to be an area far more likely to be involved in
the fighting. He was eventually captured by the Nazis, thrown into jail,
and tortured. The Nazis had established a list of prominent Jewish families
who had assets. My father's family was on this list and he was tortured
to reveal their whereabouts. He did not.
In the midst of being tortured after a particularly severe whipping with
a cat o'nine tails, Abraham fainted. He was surprised to awaken in the
jail infirmary. His torturers had not given up hope of making him reveal
his family's whereabouts. They wanted to keep him alive to continue the
torture. Before him stood a doctor, himself a Jewish prisoner, who ministered
to the other prisoners. "I will die here," my father said to
the older man. "One of us will, but it will be me," said the
physician. "I do not have any way to treat you, but you are young.
If you don't give up hope, you will survive."
This physician inspired my father by acknowledging the hopelessness they
shared, but then apportioning the darkest part to himself. My father
did his part and survived, and eventually returned to what was by then
the Lodz Ghetto. Upon his return, he was offered a choice job--to be
a Jewish policeman. However, he refused to collaborate. This enraged
Rumkowski, known as the King of the Jews, the Nazi-installed figurehead
of the ghetto. He slapped my father. The first instinct of Abraham, who
as a teenager had been an accomplished amateur boxer, was to strike back.
Somehow he found the quickness of mind to act with restraint. Still enraged,
Rumkowski sought to humiliate him. My father's punishment was to work
on sewage disposal.
1942-1944
Abraham transformed the job into a way to create hope. His first priority
was to create a home for a Jewish Resistance cell. He found willing members
among some of the sewerage co-workers, and recruited others by pulling
people he knew off the train platforms as they were waiting to embark
for Auschwitz. One of these people he recognized as Miriam, the daughter
of Hersz Jonah Briks, a furniture craftsman he knew from his family's
lumber trade.
Miriam had already given up hope after her father's death from starvation.
But my father recognized her at the train station. She remembered how
generously her father had been treated by Abraham at his family lumberyard.
She agreed to disembark, and my father coolly approached the Nazi officer
supervising the deportation and said: "She is one of the sanitation
co-workers who has been ordered to stay in the ghetto until the last.
She needs to come with me." When the officer looked skeptical, my
father played his final card and showed him the photograph he also carried
around with him as a passport. It was a family photograph given to him
by a high ranking German officer who had anti-Nazi sympathies. The Nazi
officer in charge let my mother go.
1944
By 1944 he and the other members of the Resistance cell were convinced
that the Nazis were planning to liquidate the remnants of the Lodz Ghetto.
They had no arms with which to mount a revolt. And by that time, they
knew of the doom of the earlier Warsaw Ghetto uprising. After much debate,
it was decided that the only remaining way to resist was to go into hiding.
But where? The sewer system itself, if waterproof areas could be created,
offered a natural hiding place. The stench of the sewers was sure to
confuse the dogs which the Nazis had already employed to sniff out other
Resistance hiding places.
The problem was obtaining the cement necessary to create, essentially,
an underwater underground bunker in the sewer system. The only available
cement was in a Nazi warehouse, well secured and outside the ghetto walls.
My father and one of his comrades decided to take the risk of a night
raid outside of the ghetto. The raid met initial success, in part due
to a pair of wire cutters my father had surreptitiously secured that
morning while visiting a Nazi maintenance storehouse to empty sewage.
However, on the way back to the ghetto, carrying 100 lb. bags of cement,
my father and his colleague encountered enemy fire. A Nazi patrol, located
below the bridge they had to cross to re-enter the ghetto, gave chase.
Running in a zigzag fashion, he evaded the automatic weapons fire until
a bullet struck him. Wounded in the shin and bleeding profusely, he could
no longer run. With the enemy rapidly closing in, Abraham looked for
a refuge. He found one in a nearby dumpster. Still clutching his bag
of life-saving cement, he jumped in and pulled the cover over him. The
Nazi patrol rushed by.
When the area cleared, he somehow staggered with the cement back to the
resistance's rendezvous. Now that the cement had been saved, he needed
to save himself. Surely that morning at work, the Nazis would investigate,
notice the blood on the bridge, and look for absentees from the morning's
work detail to interrogate as suspects in the raid. Before daybreak,
my father's comrades contacted a doctor still left in the shrinking Jewish
ghetto. The doctor said he would help as he could, even though he no
longer had instruments with which to remove the bullet.
My father remembers that, in the hours before dawn, the doctor came.
The physician first straightened a coat hanger to fashion a crude probe.
Sterilizing it as best he could, the doctor used the makeshift probe
to pull out the bullet lodged in my father's leg. The only anesthesia
was the knowledge that the cement had been obtained. The next morning
my father was able to appear for the morning roll call, a crude bandage
hidden by a baggy pair of pants.
With nightly construction, a sewer system bunker was constructed with
the raid's precious cement. Covered by water for concealment, it had
pipes bringing in air, water, and even electricity. Even as the remnants
of the ghetto were being liquidated, these life lines were surreptitiously
connected by members of the resistance. For the final six months of the
Nazi reign of terror, fourteen people were able to survive by hiding.
My father was not able to save his family of origin. The two physicians
who saved his life were, as many others, most likely murdered by the
Nazis. But he and his comrades in the resistance cell, including my mother,
did save the lives of others. By now, the memories of his family, his
comrades in the resistance who had been murdered by the Nazis, and those
physicians who saved his life, had become assets which neither the Nazi
terror nor the passage of time could obliterate. Each night as they would
emerge from the bunker to forage for food in what was an increasingly
empty ghetto, it felt as if the dead were keeping watch. Finally, the
living, the Russian army, came to the rescue.
Reflections
Beyond having personal meaning for me, my father's memories are more
generally meaningful. Physician integrity can be maintained irrespective
of third party pressures. If those physicians my father encountered during
the Holocaust could preserve the decency of authentic doctoring, then
so can we all, whatever the circumstances. Supporting hope and patient
autonomy even in the most resource limited conditions is a fundamental
duty, even as we face the most hopeless of realities with our patients.
I hope that a more systematic study of doctoring during the Holocaust
will be undertaken. The only work I know of, Robert Jay Lifton's Nazi
Doctors [1], focuses on those physicians who were Nazi's themselves.
There is much more to learn about those who had the courage and wisdom
to resist, as did the Jewish doctors of my father's memories. One source
for such study is the all too neglected four-volume Anthology of
the Armed Jewish Resistance 1939-1945, edited by Isaac Kowalski
[2]. In the future, an additional resource will be the film archives
of the Spielberg Foundation, which occasioned this note. This is an invaluable
entré, soon to be lost as the last survivors age and die, into the psychology
of doctoring under extraordinary life-threatening conditions. Exploring
the meaning of these acts can also further help us to understand the
psychology of that extraordinary handful of Jews and their Christian
friends who had the "Conscience and Courage" [3] to actively
resist the Nazi reign of genocide. The later is itself a useful reminder
that the scope of psychological understanding of extraordinary behavior
goes beyond psychopathology to encompass acts of wisdom.
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Lifton RJ. The Nazi Doctors: Medical Killing and the Psychology
of Genocide. New York: Basic Books, 1986.
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Kowalski, I. Anthology of the Armed Jewish Resistance, 1939-1945.
New York: Jewish Combatants Publishing House, 1986 (Vol. I & II),
1991 (Vol. III), 1992 (Vol. IV).
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Fogelman, Eva. Conscience and Courage. New York: Anchor
Book, Doubleday, 1994.
2001
On May 24, 2001, Abraham Bursztajn passed away.
Those wishing to make contributions in memory of my parents or others
can do so to the Educational Programs and Grants of the Shoah
Visual History Foundation.
Survivors of the Shoah Visual History Foundation was established in 1994
to collect the testimony of survivors and other witnesses of the Holocaust,
and to overcome prejudice, intolerance, and bigotry through the educational
uses of these visual history testimonies.
Individuals interested in supporting the efforts of the Shoah Foundation
are encouraged to call 818-777-4673, write to P.O. Box 3168, Los Angeles,
CA 90078, or visit the Foundation's Homepage.
The hope is that we can eventually start to support research on the relatively
silent history of health professionals choosing good even in the midst
of the Shoah and than using the data to educate medical, mental health
professionals, and other professionals and academics as well as the general
public. There are a variety of reasons as to why there has been such
marginalization:
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One guess as to why there has been such relative silence and marginalization
of this chapter of Shoah history is that memory tends to be affect
consonant. Thus in the midst of the horror of the Shoah, where
feelings of horror if you were a Jew in Nazi occupied Europe
were natural, and sickness or injury tantamount to a death sentence,
horrible memories such as from the Nazi doctors, were naturally
affect consonant. The good, is dissociated or otherwise avoided
subsequently via PTSD. Thus it is easier to remember horrible
behavior in horrible times than good behavior in horrible times.
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One manifestation of feelings of survivor guilt is irrational survivor
shame: Thus the "good" health professionals and their
patients or those who were victimized by the Nazi doctors are
much more likely to avoid remembering the good deeds of those
in the resistance as well as their own good deeds.
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Part of my parents difficulty in taking credit and feeling just pride
regarding those who they saved while in the resistance was to
feel very sad and ashamed as to those they good not save. As
a child in Lodz, Poland I remember people who my father had saved
in the Lodz ghetto rushing up to him on the street to hug him
and thank him; paradoxically he seemed embarrassed and would
just comfort those who rushed up to thank him. My mother could
speak with pride of his good deeds, but be relatively silent
as to her own good deeds. She would say: "Hitler murdered
the very best people".
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Forgetting as an act of resistance: My parents last act of resistance
was to refuse to be driven out from Poland even as our apartment
in Lodz acted as an underground railroad station to the West
and Israel for those Jews seeking to escape post -war Polish
antisemitism and Stalinist oppression. Finally in 1959 when there
were only a few Jews left to help and we, their children, were
reaching an age where they would be vulnerable to Polish peer
antisemitism, my parents decided to leave to be reunited with
family remnants in the U.S.. Not remembering the past was a way
of not being driven out of space (Poland) and time(the post-Shoah
present).
Harold J. Bursztajn, M.D.
Associate Clinical Professor of Psychiatry
Harvard Medical School
co-Founder,
Program in Psychiatry & the Law
Beth Israel Deaconess Medical Center Department of Psychiatry of
Harvard Medical School
telephone: 617-492-8366 telefax: 617-441-3195
e-mail: harold_bursztajn@hms.harvard.edu
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