Reflections on My Father's Experience with Doctors During the Shoah (1939-1945)
Harold J. Bursztajn, M.D.
The Journal of Clinical Ethics, Winter 1996, Volume
7, Number 4, p. 311-14
Introduction
What follows are some thoughts, occasioned by a recent three-hour filmed
interview with my father, Abraham Bursztajn, conducted by Dr. Mark
Weisstuch on behalf of the Steven Spielberg Foundation. The foundation,
created by the film director Steven Spielberg after the making of
the film Schindler's List, is dedicated to chronicling
the memories of Jewish survivors of the Nazi attempt at systematic
destruction of European Jewry during World War II (1939-1945), the
Shoah. Here I will focus on how two physicians, working under the
shadow of death with limited resources, were able to comfort and
even promote hope and healing.
My father's interview had some special urgency: an exhibition at Yad
Vashem, the Holocaust museum in Israel's Jerusalem on the Lodz, Poland
ghetto, was scheduled to end by September. My father is one of the
few surviving members of a lost chapter of that ghetto's history:
the Jewish resistance. He is now seventy-nine, having had a quadruple
bypass one and one-half years ago, three years after the death of
my mother, Miriam Briks Feigala Bursztajn, who was his comrade in
the underground and then his partner in life for forty-nine years.
1941
My father encountered the first physician in 1941. Soon after the German
invasion of Poland on September 1, 1939, my father Abraham, the youngest
and only unmarried sibling of seven Bursztajns, had been left in
charge of the family's lumber yards in Lodz, while most of the remainder
of the family had left for Warsaw. During World War I Warsaw was
a relatively safe haven, and my father, not having other family responsibilities,
volunteered for the dangerous job of overseeing the family's holdings
in what was considered to be an area far more likely to be involved
in the fighting. He was eventually captured by the Nazis, thrown
into jail, and tortured. The Nazis had established a list of prominent
Jewish families who had assets. My father's family was on this list
and he was tortured to reveal their whereabouts. He did not.
In the midst of being tortured after a particularly severe whipping with
a cat o'nine tails, Abraham fainted. He was surprised to awaken in
the jail infirmary. His torturers had not given up hope of making
him reveal his family's whereabouts. They wanted to keep him alive
to continue the torture. Before him stood a doctor, himself a Jewish
prisoner, who ministered to the other prisoners. "I will die
here," my father said to the older man. "One of us will,
but it will be me," said the physician. "I do not have
any way to treat you, but you are young. If you don't give up hope,
you will survive."
This physician inspired my father by acknowledging the hopelessness they
shared, but then apportioning the darkest part to himself. My father
did his part and survived, and eventually returned to what was by
then the Lodz Ghetto. Upon his return, he was offered a choice job--to
be a Jewish policeman. However, he refused to collaborate. This enraged
Rumkowski, known as the King of the Jews, the Nazi-installed figurehead
of the ghetto. He slapped my father. The first instinct of Abraham,
who as a teenager had been an accomplished amateur boxer, was to
strike back. Somehow he found the quickness of mind to act with restraint.
Still enraged, Rumkowski sought to humiliate him. My father's punishment
was to work on sewage disposal.
1942-1944
Abraham transformed the job into a way to create hope. His first priority
was to create a home for a Jewish Resistance cell. He found willing
members among some of the sewerage co-workers, and recruited others
by pulling people he knew off the train platforms as they were waiting
to embark for Auschwitz. One of these people he recognized as Miriam,
the daughter of Hersz Jonah Briks, a furniture craftsman he knew
from his family's lumber trade.
Miriam had already given up hope after her father's death from starvation.
But my father recognized her at the train station. She remembered
how generously her father had been treated by Abraham at his family
lumberyard. She agreed to disembark, and my father coolly approached
the Nazi officer supervising the deportation and said: "She
is one of the sanitation co-workers who has been ordered to stay
in the ghetto until the last. She needs to come with me." When
the officer looked skeptical, my father played his final card and
showed him the photograph he also carried around with him as a passport.
It was a family photograph given to him by a high ranking German
officer who had anti-Nazi sympathies. The Nazi officer in charge
let my mother go.
1944
By 1944 he and the other members of the Resistance cell were convinced
that the Nazis were planning to liquidate the remnants of the Lodz
Ghetto. They had no arms with which to mount a revolt. And by that
time, they knew of the doom of the earlier Warsaw Ghetto uprising.
After much debate, it was decided that the only remaining way to
resist was to go into hiding. But where? The sewer system itself,
if waterproof areas could be created, offered a natural hiding place.
The stench of the sewers was sure to confuse the dogs which the Nazis
had already employed to sniff out other Resistance hiding places.
The problem was obtaining the cement necessary to create, essentially,
an underwater underground bunker in the sewer system. The only available
cement was in a Nazi warehouse, well secured and outside the ghetto
walls. My father and one of his comrades decided to take the risk
of a night raid outside of the ghetto. The raid met initial success,
in part due to a pair of wire cutters my father had surreptitiously
secured that morning while visiting a Nazi maintenance storehouse
to empty sewage. However, on the way back to the ghetto, carrying
100 lb. bags of cement, my father and his colleague encountered enemy
fire. A Nazi patrol, located below the bridge they had to cross to
re-enter the ghetto, gave chase. Running in a zigzag fashion, he
evaded the automatic weapons fire until a bullet struck him. Wounded
in the shin and bleeding profusely, he could no longer run. With
the enemy rapidly closing in, Abraham looked for a refuge. He found
one in a nearby dumpster. Still clutching his bag of life-saving
cement, he jumped in and pulled the cover over him. The Nazi patrol
rushed by.
When the area cleared, he somehow staggered with the cement back to the
resistance's rendezvous. Now that the cement had been saved, he needed
to save himself. Surely that morning at work, the Nazis would investigate,
notice the blood on the bridge, and look for absentees from the morning's
work detail to interrogate as suspects in the raid. Before daybreak,
my father's comrades contacted a doctor still left in the shrinking
Jewish ghetto. The doctor said he would help as he could, even though
he no longer had instruments with which to remove the bullet.
My father remembers that, in the hours before dawn, the doctor came.
The physician first straightened a coat hanger to fashion a crude
probe. Sterilizing it as best he could, the doctor used the makeshift
probe to pull out the bullet lodged in my father's leg. The only
anesthesia was the knowledge that the cement had been obtained. The
next morning my father was able to appear for the morning roll call,
a crude bandage hidden by a baggy pair of pants.
With nightly construction, a sewer system bunker was constructed with
the raid's precious cement. Covered by water for concealment, it
had pipes bringing in air, water, and even electricity. Even as the
remnants of the ghetto were being liquidated, these life lines were
surreptitiously connected by members of the resistance. For the final
six months of the Nazi reign of terror, fourteen people were able
to survive by hiding.
My father was not able to save his family of origin. The two physicians
who saved his life were, as many others, most likely murdered by
the Nazis. But he and his comrades in the resistance cell, including
my mother, did save the lives of others. By now, the memories of
his family, his comrades in the resistance who had been murdered
by the Nazis, and those physicians who saved his life, had become
assets which neither the Nazi terror nor the passage of time could
obliterate. Each night as they would emerge from the bunker to forage
for food in what was an increasingly empty ghetto, it felt as if
the dead were keeping watch. Finally, the living, the Russian army,
came to the rescue.
Reflections
Beyond having personal meaning for me, my father's memories are more
generally meaningful. Physician integrity can be maintained irrespective
of third party pressures. If those physicians my father encountered
during the Holocaust could preserve the decency of authentic doctoring,
then so can we all, whatever the circumstances. Supporting hope and
patient autonomy even in the most resource limited conditions is
a fundamental duty, even as we face the most hopeless of realities
with our patients.
I hope that a more systematic study of doctoring during the Holocaust
will be undertaken. The only work I know of, Robert Jay Lifton's Nazi
Doctors [1], focuses on those physicians who were Nazi's themselves.
There is much more to learn about those who had the courage and wisdom
to resist, as did the Jewish doctors of my father's memories. One
source for such study is the all too neglected four-volume Anthology
of the Armed Jewish Resistance 1939-1945, edited by Isaac
Kowalski [2]. In the future, an additional resource will be the film
archives of the Spielberg Foundation, which occasioned this note.
This is an invaluable entré, soon to be lost as the last survivors
age and die, into the psychology of doctoring under extraordinary
life-threatening conditions. Exploring the meaning of these acts
can also further help us to understand the psychology of that extraordinary
handful of Jews and their Christian friends who had the "Conscience
and Courage" [3] to actively resist the Nazi reign of genocide.
The later is itself a useful reminder that the scope of psychological
understanding of extraordinary behavior goes beyond psychopathology
to encompass acts of wisdom.
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Lifton RJ. The Nazi Doctors: Medical Killing and the Psychology
of Genocide. New York: Basic Books, 1986.
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Kowalski, I. Anthology of the Armed Jewish Resistance, 1939-1945.
New York: Jewish Combatants Publishing House, 1986 (Vol. I & II),
1991 (Vol. III), 1992 (Vol. IV).
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Fogelman, Eva. Conscience and Courage. New York: Anchor
Book, Doubleday, 1994.
2001
On May 24, 2001, Abraham Bursztajn passed away.
Those wishing to make contributions in memory of my parents or others
can do so to the Educational Programs and Grants of the Shoah
Visual History Foundation.
Survivors of the Shoah Visual History Foundation was established in 1994
to collect the testimony of survivors and other witnesses of the
Holocaust, and to overcome prejudice, intolerance, and bigotry through
the educational uses of these visual history testimonies.
Individuals interested in supporting the efforts of the Shoah Foundation
are encouraged to call 818-777-4673, write to P.O. Box 3168, Los
Angeles, CA 90078, or visit the Foundation's Homepage.
The hope is that we can eventually start to support research on the relatively
silent history of health professionals choosing good even in the
midst of the Shoah and than using the data to educate medical, mental
health professionals, and other professionals and academics as well
as the general public. There are a variety of reasons as to why there
has been such marginalization:
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One guess as to why there has been such relative silence and marginalization
of this chapter of Shoah history is that memory tends to be affect
consonant. Thus in the midst of the horror of the Shoah, where
feelings of horror if you were a Jew in Nazi occupied Europe
were natural, and sickness or injury tantamount to a death sentence,
horrible memories such as from the Nazi doctors, were naturally
affect consonant. The good, is dissociated or otherwise avoided
subsequently via PTSD. Thus it is easier to remember horrible
behavior in horrible times than good behavior in horrible times.
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One manifestation of feelings of survivor guilt is irrational survivor
shame: Thus the "good" health professionals and their
patients or those who were victimized by the Nazi doctors are
much more likely to avoid remembering the good deeds of those
in the resistance as well as their own good deeds.
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Part of my parents difficulty in taking credit and feeling just pride
regarding those who they saved while in the resistance was to
feel very sad and ashamed as to those they good not save. As
a child in Lodz, Poland I remember people who my father had saved
in the Lodz ghetto rushing up to him on the street to hug him
and thank him; paradoxically he seemed embarrassed and would
just comfort those who rushed up to thank him. My mother could
speak with pride of his good deeds, but be relatively silent
as to her own good deeds. She would say: "Hitler murdered
the very best people".
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Forgetting as an act of resistance: My parents last act of resistance
was to refuse to be driven out from Poland even as our apartment
in Lodz acted as an underground railroad station to the West
and Israel for those Jews seeking to escape post -war Polish
antisemitism and Stalinist oppression. Finally in 1959 when there
were only a few Jews left to help and we, their children, were
reaching an age where they would be vulnerable to Polish peer
antisemitism, my parents decided to leave to be reunited with
family remnants in the U.S.. Not remembering the past was a way
of not being driven out of space (Poland) and time(the post-Shoah
present).
Harold J. Bursztajn, M.D.
Associate Clinical Professor of Psychiatry
Harvard Medical School
co-Founder,
Program in Psychiatry & the Law
Beth Israel Deaconess Medical Center Department of Psychiatry of
Harvard Medical School
telephone: 617-492-8366 telefax: 617-441-3195
e-mail: harold_bursztajn@hms.harvard.edu
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